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Saturday, October 01, 2005
Todae was a really really bad day... Got frustrated by my mum which had already broke out wif her... Used a broken glass and cut my wrist... Doesn't feel any pain cause i was already numb by all those pain inside my heart... When i was online received a mail from her... And was frustrated and wrote many things in the tag... But after thinking i wrote the things were all wrong but just felt that if we really couldn't understand each other why not we(hope that will not happen)... I just hate this world, why i can't be like others teens... Freedom is all i want... My life is just full of hatred, confusion,saddness,loneliness and many many more... All i want is to be like ordinary people living in ordinary world... But god made the whole thing worst for me... But never blame god, cause is just god's will... Nothing can replace god's will... Nothing can change the thing which had already happen... Nothing can pull me from the world full of pain... Just hope that everything will be fine after exam... But i dun think that will happen cause i lost all my hope in fate, destiny and others... I thought there is someone always behind me supporting me but there isn't any... In my opinion, all i want now is to hav a friend which can support me and never ask too much... Haiz...